There are always reasons to everything that we do. And of course there's a reason why I love you. (:
~You make me laugh ~You make me melt ~You make me smile ~You make me angry. (: ~You always reply to me ~You tell your secrets to me [P.S: I havent told anyone yet, Joey] ~You make me love you :D Wish I could write more, but I dont think you'll let me. xD
Joseph Jonas~!
Chatted with Melissa Velitto Just now. (: Fighting over you? Thats what you think, Joe. LOL! We were imagining you live in the same house as me/her. Lmfao!
What people dont understand is.. I dont love Joe Jonas. I love him as a person. Not for who he is! I am not taking him for granted! Gosh, I hate your fans, Joe. ==" REAL WORLD Hmm.. Chatting using personal message is much better. (: Lmfao. Why you stop?! Wait, you were talking to me right? Hahah! LOL!
Why on earth must I be dreaming of you each day, "A"? Ugh. Natasha, you online/available? I need you, pronto. D: I miss him more than I could ever imagine. :( I guess I can never forget him, can I? Help me. Please, I dont know what to do/feel. FORGETTING SOMEONE IS THE HARDEST THING IN LIFE. Not the fact of loving someone. (: LOVEYOU. U know that I love you. Please. I want you to say, "I love you too" I know you are hiding it. Ur best friends are my best friends too. You cant run. They can always tell me what you really feel. (:
Hey. back to blogging about CELEBS. When I am at Natasha's house I am very active in blogging. So, thank god for that.
Firstly, I miss my brother, Braison Cyrus!!! Argh!!! You have no idea how much I missed you, Brazzinizzle! aka. Mr Sparkles. Heh. Brazzy, I hate your nickname Mr Sparkles. Hahaha. I have no idea why Noie loves it. :O Gosh, Brazz.. I miss you so muchh!! Now about Noie Dear. Going to movie with Noie on Thursday!! YAHOO!! So excited!! Trace and Brandi, sorry not really in touch with you guys.. So not much to blog about.. And Trace, good luck for your tour! Mileeeeyyyy! Where have you been? You've been busy! D: I missed you so much too!
My bby? Lmfao.. He was online yesterday! I was so damn happy! JOSEPHADAMJONAS!!! AHH! I love you so much I chose you over Lautner. D: Ohmann. You better not let me regret kays? Muahhxxx!!! XOXO! How I wish I could be with you by my side... :D OMG! I cant wait to chat with Frankie, Nicholas and Kevin and Danielle!
Kissed anyone one of your facebook friends? No. i think.. lol Been arrested? NO Kissed someone you didn't like? NO Slept in until 5 PM? NO Fallen asleep at work/school? Yes Held a snake? No Ran a red light? Or rode woth someone who did? YES Been suspended from school? NO Been fired from a job? NO Sang karaoke? YES Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? YES Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? YES Caught a snowflake on your tongue? NO Kissed in the rain? No. Braison have. :D Sang in the shower? YES Sat on a rooftop? No Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes? No Broken a bone? NO Shaved your head? NO Blacked out from drinking? NO Played a prank on someone? YES Felt like killing someone? YES Made your girlfriend/boyfriend cry? NO, YES.. IDK? Had Mexican jumping beans for pets? NO Been in a band? No Shot a gun? NO Donated Blood? NO Eaten alligator meat? NO Eaten cheesecake? YES, Just awhile ago. Think about the future? YES Believe in love? YES Sleep on a certain side of the bed? YES Talk in your sleep? IDK Laughed until you peed your pants? NO Spend too much time on facebook? YES Play a musical instrument? YES Lived outside of the country? NO Been skinny dipping? NO Gone sky diving? NO Dated someone longer than you should have? NO Surfed? NO Stung by a jelly fish? YES Eaten a live bug? NO Saved someone's life? NO Gotten lost in a store? YES Punched someone in the face? No Failed a test? YES Failed a class? YES Eaten shark meat? FIN? Eaten eel? NO Eaten Shark Fin Soup? Yes Ever been base jumping? NO Ever walked into the wrong restroom? Mum has.
hey. back to posting. Gosh, yesterday is so... [nvm] Thanks to Nat for everything. =D Hahas. Lol. Today also Tiara comfort me. =D THANKYOU both of you. =D Today whole day with kak eff. =D WHEEEEEE~ Then later watching New Moon. AHH! I and Kak Eff is SO GONNA BUY THAT HOUSE! In Beverly Hills. It is SO DAMN NICE. And only $30,000 SGD. AHH. Aiyah. Dream on luhh we all. xD
I will post more later.. But the song I can totally relate is the song Nick Jonas wrote because of his Diabetes. ='[
A Little Bit Longer - Jonas Brothers.
Got the news today Doctors said i had to stay A little bit longer and i'd be fine
When i thought it'd all be done When I thought it'd all been said A little bit longer and I'll be fine.
But you don't know what you got 'til it's gone And you don't know what it's like to feel so low And everytime you smile, you laugh, you glow You don't even know, know, know. You don't even know.
All this time goes by Still no reason why A little bit longer and I'll be fine.
Waitin' on a cure But none of them are sure A little bit longer and I'll be fine
But you don't know what you got 'til it's gone And you don't know what it's like to feel so low And everytime you smile, you laugh, you glow You dont even know, know, know You dont even know, know, know. You dont even know, no.
2, 3, 4!
And you don't know what you got 'til it's gone. Don't know what it's like to feel so low, yeah! And everytime you smile, you laugh, you glow, You dont even know! no! yeah! woah!
So I'll wait 'til kingdom come. All the highs and lows are gone A little bit longer and I'll be fine. I'll be... fine
Loving you wasn't easy, Because she was in the way.
Avoiding you wasn't easy, 'Cos I see you everyday.
Forgetting you wasn't easy, Because it was too late.
When that opportunity came, I decided to not go for it.
REGRET~
Omg. Today was quarter-suckish. =O MISS FAHYQA RASIMAN told MY MOTHER that I was crushing on H. I am not even crushing on him. YQA jealous jer I got otp with him before. Darn. I hate FAHYQA.
Watching EMA's just now. HMPH. I wanna watch AMA. A-M-A. Ugh. Btw.. AMA is American Music Awards. Lol.
Was at Nat's house just now/ytd. When I saw her I was like, "HERE WE GO AGAIN!" =.=" If you are my close2 friend/family you'ld know why. I wanted to tell Kak Effah... Skali dh tido? LOL! Then Nat was otp with F. 0.0 But doesnt sound like him. Sounded more like.. _______________ Heh. Skali dia eh? OMG. With Nat teasing me. AHHHH. No luh. I am sure it was Fashah. Lol.
Just now was searching for houses. yeah. Kak Eff cari kat New York. I was searching from: Los Angeles to Teaneck,NewJersey to BEVERLY HILLS to Dallas,Texas to Casa Grande,Arizona.
YEAH. I ACTUALLY SEARCHED IN BEVERLY HILLS! THE PRICE WAS LIKE.. One of the houses was 19,000,000+++ US DOLLARS. If u convert to SGD.. Its like 40,000,000+ OKAY? xD
Kak Effah sleeping my house today. WHEE~ Actually sleep alr. HAHA.
I dunno what to post. =S Later if I know what to post I post kays?
Love you always, Natalya.
Sunday, November 22, 2009 11:24 PM
BOO~ Scared you! xD LOL.
Happy Birthday To The Most Wonderful Sister, Miley Cyrus. Hope all your wishes come true. Btw, How was your concert just now? xD Thanks for chatting with me, though. Love you! <3 =D
We all know that I live in a crazy celeb world. Who cares? My life anyway. x.x Lol. Okayy. And we also know that I am crazy about: Mr. Taylor Daniel Lautner And Mr. Joseph Adam Jonas Nyahaha. I dont really know family on Tay's side. Only know Makenna Lautner. >< So only gonna list on the fact I am with JosephJonas. [Joe Jonas] Parents: Billy Ray Cyrus & Letisha Tish-Cyrus Brothers: Christiopher Cody, Trace Cyrus and Braison Chance Cyrus Sisters: Brandi Cyrus, Miley Ray Cyrus & Noah Lindsey Cyrus
This part is my super-dreamy part. xD
Parents-I-L: Paul Kevin Jonas Sr. & Denise Jonas Sisters-I-L: Danielle Alexis Deleasa. [Sighh..] (MaybeFutureJonas) Brothers-I-L: Nicholas Jerry Jonas, Paul Kevin Jonas Jr. & Frankie Nathaniel Jonas
Well.. Sigh.. Anyway.. I made a deal with my cousin. WEEE~ If she achieves her dreams first, which is to live in USA.. She will bring me and stay at New York. =| BUT If I achieve it first... I will bring her to stay at LOS ANGELES. HA! Muahaha. xD
Thursday, November 19, 2009 8:50 AM
Love just kills you.
Ohh, man. Gosh. That day I went out to send my uncle to the hospital. Then on the way back.. I saw someone who looked like Afiq. I went back and cried. :'[ Because I thought that my wish was gonna come true. I dont know whether it was you OR The person looks like you.. OR It was just my imagination... Sigh..
Now chatting with Nat.. Yeah. Err.. Dont feel sleepy at all. Err.. WHAT? 1 am?? I thought it was like 2 am. Dang. LOLS. Just now also chat with FITTY! Lols. Now watching "Another Cinderella Story" again. It kinda reflects about me and you.. Except for the royalty part. LOL. Dang, now I am sleepy. hahahs.
Sigh.. Chatting with Nat is fuun. LOL. xD Err.. I guess that's because she is the only one I am chatting with Lols. hahhas. IDK what to say alr..
Yesterday I cried when Faizal went out. I mean.. Eliminated. I just got a feeling that Faizal could be the next Singapore Idol! I thought, he was the best singer there. Why? Why he got eliminated. Singapore Idol just sucks, man! Now I have no choice but to support Sylvia. Dang it! Obviously not Sezairi luhh! No.. I dont want support. I dont want to watch Singapore Idol ever again!!!
Gosh, Just now was reading Faizal's note. ='[ This is the note:
Hi all,
First and foremost, I would like to thank the almighty god (Allah) for making my life a special one. And the fate, he brought me in my life.. Since the beginning of this idol journey, I had never expected to go this far and the number one motto that I carved inside me when I stepped in this journey is “Do it once, do it well”. I am glad that I made this far and being the 17 year old guy standing in this idol, I hope that I can motivate all the young ones and teenagers not to give up and believe in your dreams. Not only that, this applies to everyone and apply them in various aspects in life. This idol journey is definitely the best experience in my life and it will always be in my mind for the rest of my life, the laughter, the joy, the tears, we idols go through. We made good friends along the way.. “Awesome Foursome” and the rest as well..
BUT ALL OF THIS IS NOTHING..NOTHING Without EACH n EVERY one OF U who stood by for me..for every single event: The Roadshows, The Weekly Idol Theatre, The Reception- Photo taking session, The Great Gifts.. Everything, from the smallest thing to the biggest happenings in my life.
To Mum, Dad, Bro, Sis: for being the strongest platform n Foundation in my life.. You’re part of tis journey and thanks for the love, patience, help, advise, everytin..
To Relatives who came down n support me: We strengthen our rapport and became really close because of this idol journey with the undying support and efforts, the weekly food u brought for my family and all to share, thank you..the wonderful banners, whistles and screams n our favourite line “Takde Hal ar” = “No Problem”.. hehe
To Godmum Mona J and family and supporters: My greatest support since young, will always appreciate all the times, the encouragement and sponsors..The screams, the campaigns.. :p
To all friends and fans: Without you guys, I won’t be standing here.. Thanks for the banners, poms poms, cheers, poems, encouraging words.. Like my “Wings behind my back”..
ABOVE ALL, Thank You for The VOTES, and All the Blessings from all of You n You n You.. I will never make till this far without You guys supporting me. The end of this journey, is the beginning of my success journey in life, I will still pursue my singing passion and I will make u all proud always.. Last but not least to the rest of Idols remaining, All The Best and Make Spore Proud, Cheers..
With Lots of Love: Faizal Isa (God bless you and I love you) ^^
My Memorable Spectacular :p Me n Fans n All
WEWILLMISSYOUFAIZAL! Muahhx! XOXO
The song, "The Climb" can totally explain Faizal's journey through Singapore Idol. "There's always gonna be another mountain, always gonna make it move.. Always gonna be an uphill battle.. Somebody's gonna have to lose." Yeah.. Somebody's gonna have to lose. There's always a winner and a loser.
Entry written by, Natalya <3
Monday, November 16, 2009 8:04 AM
Hey everyone. LOL. I dont feel well this past few days. And now I think about you. I want to compose a song about me and you. Wait.. Btw, only one person know who the "You" is. [start with A. Not in Opss.] After I compose, I am going to post it on blog. And make up a melody. I love you.. I miss you.. I want you back.. I wonder where you are.. I wish that I can be with you again. That was my birthday wish. I really meant it. For every other birthday wish, I am going to wish the same. Going to wish the same, till I get you back. I swear if I didnt get you back, I will still be hoping for it. I wish you could call me.. I wish you could sms me.. That will only happen if you have my new number. I want you back.. Badly..
I am in the mood of posting. So better treasure this moment. HEHE. Anyway.. Was chatting with Shernice just now. Woah. She really veery gd at advising. hahas. Nevermind.. Gosh. I am starting to nonsense-ing again. So.. Err.. Sad, she need to offline early. So did Natasha. Hmph.. Nvm.. Nat saw Farhan Shah. Hmph. I am jealous. I COULD HAVE GONE NORTHPOINT EARLIER. OMG. Wait.. EHH.. Nat, was Farhan wearing a white shirt with a group of frens? Wait.. I think it was white. Group of abt... 4-6? Omg. Dont tell me I did saw him. AHHH~ Hahhas. Haiz.. My laptop batt crazay. Hahahs. Anyway.. Err.. Just now I did tht quiz [below] And I wanted to write 1 or 2 ppl from my class... Then Nat said, Kester? Khalis? Then I said, "I dont mind putting Khalis. But Kester?? Eww. Hahahs." LOL. I go put Khalis as 13. Hmph. And.. the most coincidental event was, 12 and 14. Mr Jerk Afiq and Mr Jerk Farhan. Gosh.. And the other one was about the.. Natasha and Hamzah. Sigh.. Nvm.. Anyway.. Listening to One Time by Justin Bieber now. I LOVE YA J.B!! (= Just now was half-spamming Joe's wall when I realised he was busy. So I told him, "I should leave you alone now." HAHA. OkOk... LOL. My Favourite Quote, "LOVE IS BLIND".
My one and only, Justin Bieber. ONE TIME - JUSTIN HOTGUY BIEBER. (:
Aye aye aye aye aye aye aye aye
Me plus you (I'ma tell you one time) [x3]
When I met you girl my heart went knock knock Now them butterflies in my stomach wont stop stop And even though its a struggle love is all we got So we gon' keep keep climbin' till the mountain top
Your world is my world And my fight is your fight My breath is your breath And your heart (and now I've got my)
Chorus: One love My one heart My one life for sure Lemme tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you) I'ma tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you) And I'ma be your one guy You'll be my number one girl Always makin time for you I'ma tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you) I'ma tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you)
You look so deep You know that it humbles me, Your by my side and troubles them don't trouble me Many have called but the chosen Is you Whatever you want shawty I'll give it to you
Your world is my world And my fight is your fight My breath is your breath And your heart (and now I've got my)
Chorus: One love My one heart My one life for sure Lemme tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you) I'ma tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you) And I'ma be your one guy You'll be my number one girl Always makin time for you I'ma tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you) I'ma tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you)
Shawty right there She's got everything I need and I'm gon' tell her one time (one time) Give you everything you need Down to my last dime She makes me happy I know where I'll be Right by your side cause She is the one
Chorus: One love My one heart My one life for sure Lemme tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you) I'ma tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you) And I'ma be your one guy You'll be my number one girl Always makin time for you I'ma tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you) I'ma tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you)
1.Ericka
2.Fahyqa
3.Natasha[opss]
4.Natasha[Cuzzie]
5.Hamizah
6.BaoYi
7.Karyn
8.Shernice
9.Fitrah [KakNurul]
10.Fashah [Really, IDK what to put. Whatever this turns out to be.. Dont take it too hard.]
11.Hamzah. ==” [Hope she nvr see this] 12.Afiq[[Ex-NTPS]
13.Khalis
14.Farhan[Ex-NTPS]
1.How did you meet 7? (KARYN)
-School. ;D
2.what will you do if you and 13 never met? (KHALIS)
-I'll never meet Natasha. (:
3.what will you do if 1 and 12 date? (ERICKA, AFIQ)
-OMFG. WHAT WILL I DO?? I WILL CHOP ERICKA’S HEAD OFF.
4.have you ever seen 14 cried? (FARHAN)
-Yeah. When he broke up with Dian. Hahahs.
5.would 4 and 11 be a good couple? (NATASHA[cuzzie], HAMZAH ==)
-Err.. [nocomments] To be honest.. Yeah.
6.do you think 11 is attractive? (HAMZAH)
-[NO COMMENTS]
7.what is 2's favourite colour? (FAHYQA)
-Blue, Duh.
8.when was the time you talk to 9? (FITRAH-Kak Nurul)
-Few minutes ago. [chat]
9.what language does 8 speaks? (SHERNICE)
-Chinese. LOL.
10.who is 13 going out with? (KHALIS)
-Err..
11.what grade is 12 in? (AFIQ)
-Sec 1.
12.would you ever date 10? (FASHAH)
-U WANT ME TO GET MURDERED?????????????????
13.where does 5 live? (HAMIZAH)
-Commonwealth area.
14.what's the best thing about 3? (NATASHA)
-EVERYTHING. (:
15.what would you want to tell 10? (FASHAH)
-Long lasting with Natasha![cuzzie]
16.what's the best thing about 8? (SHERNICE)
-EVERYTHING. (:
17.have you ever kissed 5? (HAMIZAH)
-NO.
18.what's the best memories of you and 7? (KARYN)
-Err.. When we both first met. (:
19.when was the last time you saw 6? (BAOYI)
-Last day of sch. ):
20.how are 12 and 14 different? (AFIQ AND FARHAN)
-OMG. Both are EXACTLY the same. Ugh.
21.is 6 pretty? (BAOYI)
-YESH. (:
22.how did you meet 5? (HAMIZAH)
-School.
23.is 1 your best friend? (ERICKA)
-OBVIOUSLY SHE IS.
24.Do you hate 12? (AFIQ)
-I LOVE HIM!! But sometimes i do hate him. ];
25.have you seen 4 last month? (NATASHA)
-Yeah.
26.what was the last thing you said to 3? (NATASHAopss)
-From MSN: “Now you can see what I’ll get”
27.have you ever been to 5's house? (HAMIZAH)
-Err.. Dont think so..
28.when's the next time you're going to see 10? (FASHAH)
-HAHA!! On Natasha’s tunangan with him. (:JOKING!!!
29.are you very close with 13? (KHALIS)
-No.
30.have you ever been to a movie with 4 before? (NATASHA)
-Almost.
31.have you ever been into trouble with 8? (SHERNICE)
-No. Never. Haha!
32. would you give 2 a hug? (FAHYQA)
-Yeah!
33.when have you lied to 3? (NATASHA)
-Never lied to her.
34.is 1 good with socialising? (ERICKA)
-IDK. Maybe. HAHAS
35.do you know secrets about 9? (FITRAH)
-No. HAHAHAHA.
36.describe the relationship between 12 and 14? (AFIQ AND FARHAN)
-Best friends. AND BOTH ARE JERKS. HMPH.
37.best thing about your friendship with 9? (FITRAH)
-She’s my cuzzie? Hahas.
38.what's the worst thing about 6? (BAOYI)
-Nothing. She's just so perfect :D
39.have you ever had a crush on 12? (AFIQ)
-My ex luhh. Hahahs.
40.does 14 has a stead? (FARHAN)
-Should think so. ):
41.have you ever wan to punch 1's face? (ERICKA)
-No~
42.have 2 met your mother? (FAHYQA)
-SHE IS MY COUSIN Luhh. Hahahs.
43.how did you get to meet 3? (NATASHA)
-School? Hahahs.
44.have you ever physically hurt 3? (NATASHA)
-NO~
Ok.. Today is so sian lorrhs. Ok.Hahas. Lame lurhhs. Lol.. Whatever. Hahhas. The more people talk abt you the more I love you. Why uhh? I hate you already.. But part of me says I still love you. Freak. Go Die. UGH. Siaooo. Lol. Soooo sian till IDK what to say on this blog anymore. All I can say is ILY? LOL. Nvm... Nighttime is the best time of the whole 24 hours. HEHE. U know why??? I get to use the commp.. I get to chat with my favs!: Natasha, Ericka, Shernice, Melyssa Azal. ohh. wait.. That's the only ppl I chat with. LOL How pathetic. Ughhs. ERR.. Let's see... Birthday wishes.. Hmm.. Happy Belated Birthday to Abang Zul!!! :) (3rd November) Happy Belated Birthday to MNA!!! (lol) :) (6th November) Happy Advanced Birthday to Nenek!!!!!!! :D (9th November) o(^_^)o
